All I want to do is make one phone call. One phone call could answer all my questions. I trust this person completely and he could find out the truth. All I have to do is give him the go ahead—he’s been prepped already. I have been wanting to fight back for months, but didn’t even know what I was fighting against. I don’t like being in the dark. I want all the facts. I have complete faith that everything will come out in the end, but I don’t want me or him to be battle scarred either. What little I do know is very confusing. There are certain things I know to be true. And a lot of the other stuff makes no sense to me.
It has taken every bit of restraint and patience to not go full speed ahead to get to the bottom of the bullshit. I have to keep reminding myself that the reward for my restraint is definitely worth me sitting on my hands and keeping my mouth shut. I keep reminding myself the the truth will come out eventually, no matter what I want to do to speed it along. Just step back and let it all unfold.
But one phone call would take care of all of it.